You are my the most precious mistake

I could survive even got hurt

cuz I have known exceedingly your heart

I got a feeling since the first time

You couldn't turn back from her

Obviously, I was right

Your love was just for a while

then we should choose the definite one

How could we go like this love affair

Because love can't deny

can't be divided

Go back to her

Let me step back

I'm ready

I couldn't get it

if you are still faithless

Being treasonable at her

Being two lover

Obviously, I was right

Your love was just for a while

then, we should choose the definite one

How could we go like this love affair

Because love can't deny

can't be divided

Go back to her

Let me step back

I'm ready

(Translate Tangga - Cinta Begini lyric)

This is my 6 months since I have left you. Seems like you are fine with her. Just go on, I will support you because it's my decision to stop our affair. But I will always keep you in my heart as my mistaken-lovely guy. Yeah, you are my mistaken-lovely guy. We both were in love, but we weren't in the right time. 

I was too easily got being temptation by you. You made me smile, you painted my day colorful, you were my life. You were patient and cute even you were too naive and childish. You got me, babe. I trapped and lost control. We did our 'the worst' affair till one day I realized that I shouldn't make a affair with you. 

I left you without a last word, I'm sorry, I just didn't have any power to tell you directly. So sorry for all my mistake. So sorry, my mistaken-lovely guy. Live and love happily with her and never do same this mistake. See you on your wedding :') 

This my fiction story is inspired by Tangga - Cinta Begini

Bogor, June 15th 2012

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